圣母玛利亚 满怀圣宠 主与你同在 Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
你在妇女中是有福的 Blessed art thou among women,
你所怀的胎耶稣也是有福的 and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus,
圣母玛利亚 上帝之母 为我等罪人祈祷 Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners,
现在以及我们临终之时 Now and at the hour of our death.
阿门 Amen.
不 不 No, no.
不 不 不 No, no, no!
不要 No!
救命啊 Help!
救命 Aiuto!
不 不 不 No, no, no!
救命 Aiuto!
求你了... Please...
...救命 ...help.
不 No!
救命 Aiuto!
无瑕修女
抱歉 还要多久 I'm sorry, but how much longer will this take?
我今晚要宣誓 I've got to take my vows tonight,
我真的不能迟到 and I really can't be late.
你会说英语吗 Do you speak English?
抱歉让你久等了 Sorry for the wait.
现在如果有人没有返程票 It's extra work now when someone arrives
那就是会多一些手续 without a return ticket.
会说意大利语吗 Parli italiano?
我问你是不是在学意大利语 I ask if you're learning Italian.
我在努力 但比我想象的难多了 Oh, I'm trying, but it's a lot harder than I thought.
嗯 Mm.
这个修道院 他们给你买了票吗 So this convent, they bought you the ticket?
嗯哼 Mm-hmm.
你还太年轻 不适合当修女 对吧 You're very young to be a nun, aren't you?
真是浪费了啊 What a waste.
看看她 Look at her.
那可是一个不同的人生 不是吗 It's a different life, yeah?
这一定是个艰难的决定 It must have been a hard decision.
我不认为 I don't think of it like that,
这是个艰难的决定 as a decision.
好的 Very well.
希望你能找到你想要的 塞西莉亚修女 I hope you find what you're looking for, Sister Cecilia.
塞西莉亚修女 Sister Cecilia.
抱歉 Apologies.
我是执事恩佐 跟我来 I'm Deacon Enzo. Come with me.
谢谢 Thank you.
还要多久 How much longer?
我们快到了 We're almost there.
这边走 塞西莉亚修女 Right this way, Sister Cecilia.
塞西莉亚修女 Sister Cecilia!
院长 Reverend Mother.
你的眼睛散发出圣灵的光芒 Your eyes radiate the light of the Holy Spirit.
就像天使把你从天堂直接带来一样 Like the angels delivered you straight from the heavens.
我们一直在热切地等待你的到来 亲爱的 We've been eagerly awaiting your arrival, my dear.
抱歉 我听不懂 I'm sorry.
她说你很漂亮 She says you're pretty.
谢谢 我是塞西莉亚修女 Grazie. I'm Sister Cecilia.
伊莎贝尔 Isabelle.
伊莎贝尔 你能带塞西莉亚去她的房间吗 Isabelle, will you please show Cecilia to her room?
我得帮我们的姐妹们准备今晚的庆祝活动 I have to help our sisters get ready for tonight's celebration.
注意你的位置 照我说的做 Mind your place and do as I ask!
我带你去你的房间 Let me show you to your room.
忧伤圣母修道院始建于1632年 Our Lady of Sorrows was founded in 1632
是年长修女们 as a refuge for elder sisters
升入天堂前的避难所 before their transition to heaven.
- 真的很漂亮 - 是的 - It's really beautiful. - Yes, it is.
早上好 姐妹 Buongiorno, sorelle.
我们在努力保持这种状态 And we work hard to keep it that way.
我们姐妹们最后的日子应该是 Our sister's final days should be
在一个令人愉快的环境 a pleasing environment to help distract from all
这样有助于她们从所有的疾病和痛苦中解脱出来 the sickness and suffering.
所有这些 都建在圣史蒂芬的地下墓穴上 All of this, it was built on the catacomb of St. Stephen.
地下墓穴吗 Catacombs?
那是禁区 It's off limits.
你们好 姐妹们 Hello, Sisters.
这是我们的新修女 塞西莉亚修女 This is our new novice, Sister Cecilia.
你好 Ciao.
坐轮椅的那个 她的肿瘤转移了 The one in the wheelchair, her tumor has metastasized.
所以我们希望她这周末能去见上帝 So we expect her to meet God by the end of the week.
你说得太随便了 You talk about it so casually.
死亡是这里日常生活的一部分 Death is a part of everyday life here.
你看到我爸爸了吗 Have you seen my daddy?
是的 我们去找他 好吗 Yes, let's go find him, shall we?
最好是配合他们的幻想 It's best to just play along with their delusions
除非他们开始动粗 unless they get violent.
小心这位 她会咬人 Be careful of this one. She bites.
对不起 I'm sorry.
管理员住的地方 Living quarters for the caretakers
在楼下和楼上 are down there and upstairs.
早晨五点开始晨祷 然后大家一起吃饭 Morning prayer begins at 5:00 a.m., communal meal is after.
如果你有任何饮食禁忌的话 And if you have any dietary restrictions,
我们也无法满足您的要求 we cannot accommodate them.
这个是你的房间 And this room is yours.
谢谢你 姐妹 Thank you, sister.
我感到很荣幸能与你一同服侍 I feel honored to serve alongside you.
你真好 You're very sweet.
谢谢 Thank you.
我不是在夸你 I don't mean that as a compliment.
我相信你一定觉得很浪漫 I'm sure this must feel very romantic,
但这是我们的生活 but this is our life.
我向你保证 工作很辛苦 And I promise you, work is hard,
不论是身体上 还是情感上 physically and emotionally.
所以如果你来这里是为了寻找自我 还有更简单的方法 So if you're here to find yourself, there are easier ways.
我不是 I'm not.
今晚 你可以不必宣誓 Tonight, you do not have to take your vows.
你还有机会回去 上帝会原谅你的 You can still go back, and God will forgive you.
我想他已经让我做好了充分的准备 I think he has sufficiently prepared me.
典礼将于下午五点在教堂举行 The ceremony will start at 17:00 in the chapel.
别迟到了 Don't be late.
- 哦 你好 - 你好 - Oh, ciao. - Ciao.
- 对不起 - 没关系 I'm sorry. - No, it's fine.
我是塞西莉亚 I'm Cecilia.
哦 我叫格达利娜 你可以叫我格温 Oh, I'm Guendalina. You can call me Gwen.
我的房间在那里 My room is there.
你从美国哪里来 Where in the States are you from?
就在密歇根州底特律郊外 Just outside of Detroit, Michigan.
嗯哼 Mm-hmm.
你是本地人还是... Are you from around here or...
离米兰很近的地方 Closer to Milan.
你离家很远啊 You're far from home.
是啊 我的教区关门了 Yeah, my parish closed.
- 神父惹麻烦了吗 - 没有 - Did the priest get in trouble? - No.
不 不 不 不 不 不是那样的 No, no, no, no, no, no, nothing, nothing like that.
只是出勤率低 Just low attendance.
那间教堂就是我的家人 我的家 And that church was my family, my home.
离开的时候 我觉得很迷茫 Leaving, I felt pretty lost.
但后来特德斯基神父找到了我 But then Father Tedeschi, he reached out to me.
是啊 Yeah.
他很有天赋 He has a talent.
专门寻找受伤的鸟 Sniffing out broken birds.
我不想冒犯你 Oh, I didn't want to offend you.
我觉得也许我们都是疯子或者离家出走的人 I think that maybe we are all head cases or runaways.
你是哪一个 Which one are you?
都是 Both.
下次如果你愿意 可以把门锁上 Next time if you want, you can lock the door.
谢谢 Thanks.
塞西莉亚修女 Sister Cecilia.
特德斯基神父 很高兴见到你本人 Father Tedeschi, it's nice to meet you in person.
你能来我们都感到很幸运 We all feel so blessed to have you here.
意大利语学得怎么样了 How's the Italian coming along?
马马虎虎 马马虎虎 Comme ci, comme ci.
没关系 It's fine.
我来帮你翻译 I will translate for you.
以圣父 圣子 圣灵之名 In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
让我们欢呼吧 因为羔羊的婚礼已经到来 Let us rejoice, for the marriage of the Lamb has come,
他的新娘已经准备好了 and his brides have made themselves ready.
索瑞拉・塞西莉亞 Sorella Cecilia.
塞西莉亚修女 Sister Cecilia.
你是否愿意承诺 Do you promise to follow Christ
过一种没有物质财富的生活 more closely by living a life devoid
从而更紧密地跟随基督 of material possessions?
你是否愿意承诺将自己 Do you promise to free yourself from the demands
从人际关系的要求中解脱出来 of a human relationship and follow with joy
当他再次降临时... when he shall come again--
你是否会满心欢喜地跟随他立下贫穷 贞洁和服从的誓言 a vow of poverty, chastity, and obedience?
我愿意 I do.
愿上帝赐予你力量 May God give you the strength to fulfill your vows
让你忠实而快乐地履行誓言 faithfully and joyfully.
愿你将他的光芒照亮全世界 May you shine his light for the world to see.
你感觉怎么样 How are you feeling?
很饱 Full.
说真的 我们...我们老家 Yeah, we don't-- we don't really have anything
可没有像这样的东西 like this back home.
塞西莉亚 这就是你的家 Cecilia, this is your home.
我知道 我知道 I know, I know.
我刚来的时候也是这么想的 I felt the same way when I started here.
我从小就不想当神父 I didn't grow up wanting to be a priest.
我的第一份职业是理科 生物学 My first career was in sciences, biology.
我工作了差不多二十年 I was almost two decades in, and I couldn't
但我对这个世界的理解 understand the world any better than back
并没有比我上主日学校时更好 when I was in Sunday school.
然后上帝给了我一条路 And then God showed me a path.
他把我带到这里 He brought me here.
这就是我命中注定的归宿 This is where I was meant to be.
对不起 对不起 I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
刚喝了两杯 我就忍不住只顾着聊自己了 Two glasses in and I can't stop talking about myself.
- 我很抱歉 - 不 没关系 I'm so sorry. - No, it's OK.
- 没事的 - 那你呢 - It's OK. - What about you?
我想这是个艰难的决定 I imagine it was a difficult decision.
我的意思是 是的 的确离家很远 I mean, yes, it seemed so far away.
但关于美国的那些机会 But the opportunities back in the States,
我不觉得那是上帝拯救我的目的 I didn't feel like that's what God saved me for.
如果太私人的话... If it's too personal--
没有 No.
我12岁那年 When I was 12 years old, there was this part
萨吉诺河有一段河面总是结冰 of the Saginaw River that would always freeze over.
不管天气有多冷 And no matter how cold it was, I would
我都会走到冰面上 always walk out onto the ice.
我会脱掉手套 And I would do this thing where I took my gloves off,
我会把手放在冰上 and I would place my hands right on the ice.
我会把他们留在那里 直到我感觉不到任何东西 And I would hold them there until I couldn't feel anything.
我不记得冰是怎么裂开的 I don't remember the ice breaking.
我只是 我记得这种寒冷的剧痛 I just, I remember this sharp pain of cold.
医护人员试图救活我 The paramedics, they tried to revive me,
但我的心脏停跳了将近七分钟 but my heart stopped for almost seven minutes.
听起来很吓人 That sounds terrifying.
我知道上帝救我是有原因的 I know God saved me for a reason,
但我想我还在寻找那个原因 but I guess I'm still searching for what that reason is.
能...能失陪一下吗 Now will you-- will you excuse me, please?
有人吗 Ciao?
你没事吧 Are you OK?
我去找人帮忙 I'll go get some help.
塞西莉亚 Cecilia.
院长 我很抱歉 Reverend Mother, I'm so sorry.
我听到她在哭... I heard her crying and--
没关系 It's OK.
有时候我们会陷入情绪中 Sometimes we get caught up in emotion.
你有疑问 You have a question.
好吧 All right.
这是什么地方 What is this place?
圣海伦娜 君士坦丁之母... Saint Helena, Mother of Constantine...
...从耶路撒冷带回了这个 ...brought this back from Jerusalem.
给你 Here.
他在十字架上受苦 He suffered on the cross.
什么受苦 这是... Suffered? This is the--
是的 Yes.
为了你 为了我们 为了我们的罪恶 为了我们的救赎 For you. For us. For our sins. For our salvation.
我们都在受苦 We suffer.
以他的爱之名 In the name of His love.
这是天赋 It is a gift.
受苦就是爱 Suffering is love.
你没事吧 姐妹 Are you alright, Sister?
以圣父 圣子 圣灵之名 In the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit.
阿门 Amen.
保佑我 神父 我有罪 Bless me, Father, for I have sinned.
我已经三天没忏悔了 It's been three days since my last confession.
我... I was--
我昨晚太粗心了 I was careless last night.
我一定是喝了太多酒 I must have drank too much wine and embarrassed myself
让自己在院长面前难堪了 in front of Mother Superior.
我保证我会优雅地表现自己 因为我什么都不想要 I promise to carry myself with grace because I want nothing
我只想属于这里 more than to belong here.
恐怕我已经把事情搞砸了 I'm afraid I've already messed things up.
我很抱歉... I'm sorry for these...
阁下 Yearnments.
有人吗 Hello?
早上好 姐妹们 今天新的生活开始了 Good morning, Sisters. Today a new life begins.
但这新的一年并不容易 But this new year will not be easy.
你会质疑你的目的 You will question your purpose.
你会问我为什么来这里 You will question me and why you have come here.
你们中的一些人将没有这种生活的精神毅力 And some of you will not have the spiritual fortitude for this life.
她说什么 What did she say?
上帝是善良的 上帝是伟大的 God is good. God is great.
天啊 我的头好痛 God, my head hurts.
也许是基督的血喝多了吧 Too much blood of Christ?
你觉得这很好笑吗 格达利娜修女 Do you find this amusing, Sister Guendalina?
不 原谅我 No, forgive me.
房间的这一边的人跟我 This side of the room is with me.
另一边的将和伊莎贝尔修女一起服侍 The other, will serve with Sister Isabelle.
糟糕 No.
能指导你们两个真是太幸运了 What a blessing to mentor you both.
吃完饭 我们还有工作要做 Finish eating. We have work to do.
看来她的按摩棒没电了 Looks like her vibrator ran out of battery.
那是什么意思 What does that mean?
没什么 我真的很喜欢她 Oh, nothing. I really like her.
我超级兴奋 I'm super excited.
彻底清洁他们的背部 Clean their back thoroughly.
如果他们的粪便稠度看起来不对的话 And if the consistency of their feces seems off,
你要告诉盖洛医生 you let Dr. Gallo know.
你好 Ciao.
我们想把较大的物品挂在前面 We want to hang the larger items towards the front
较短的物品挂在后面 and the shorter items towards the back.
那样的话 风就能从下面吹过去了 That way, the wind can blow underneath it.
首先你得确保你的刀又好又锋利 First you have to make sure your knife is nice and sharp.
否则你就会有制造大混乱的风险 Otherwise you run the risk of making a big mess.
对不起 我做不到 I'm sorry. I can't.
以圣父 圣子 圣灵之名 In the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit.
阿门 Amen.
上帝保佑 Blessed.
圣人 Saint.
我们都很崇拜你 All of us adore you.
姐妹 我...我送你回床上睡觉吧 Sister, let's-- let's get you to bed.
圣徒塞西莉亚 你有福了 Blessed Saint Cecilia.
晚安 姐妹 Buonanotte, sister.
本来可能更糟的 It could have been worse.
她本可以给你剪个刘海的 She could have given you bangs.
格温 我没开玩笑 Gwen, I'm not joking.
她脚底有伤疤 She had scars on the bottom of her feet.
这地方不是你想的那样吧 It's not what you thought it would be, huh, this place?
不一样 绝对不一样 No, it's definitely different.
不过总比我来的地方好 It's better than where I came from, though.
什么意思 What do you mean?
有个男孩 There is a boy.
我是说 曾经有个男孩 There was a boy, I mean.
那孩子怎么了 What happened with this boy?
他打了我 He hit me.
我还手了 I hit him back.
我一离开他 Once I left him,
我就去了那些互助小组 你知道吗 I went to those support groups, you know?
那里有些修女 There were these nuns there.
我想 这些女人生活得很好 And I thought, these women have a very good life.
他们有地方住 有工作 They have a place to live, a job
可以衣食无忧 where they can keep their clothes on,
没什么好担心的 nothing to worry about.
所以我报名了 So I signed up.
等等 所以你根本不信上帝 Wait, so you don't even believe in God?
我当然相信 Of course I do.
生活是如此残酷 Life is so cruel.
只有男人才能承受得起 Only a man can be responsible.
天啊 我开玩笑的 Oh, my God, I was joking.
你没事吧 Are you OK?
我不舒服 I don't feel good.
我去叫医生 I'm going to call a doctor.
塞西莉亚修女 跟我来 Sister Cecilia. Come with me.
主教大人 Your Eminence.
坐下 Sit.
您能告诉红衣主教梅罗拉您的誓言吗 Could you please tell Cardinal Merola your vows?
- 我的誓言吗 - 你的誓言 - My vows? - Your vows.
我到这里的时候发过三个誓 I swore to three vows when I got here,
服从 贫穷和贞洁 of obedience, poverty, and chastity.
- 他问你有没有... - 我听懂了 - He's asking if you have-- - I understand.
我有遵守誓言 I have.
我一直很听话 主教大人 I have been obedient, your Eminence.
- 你遵守你的贫穷誓言了吗 - 是的 我 我一无所有 - Have you kept your vow of poverty? - Yes, I, I own nothing.
我什么都不想要 I want for nothing.
你保持贞洁了吗 Have you remained chaste?
不好意思 你为什么问我这个 I'm sorry, why are you asking me this?
没事的 It's OK.
回答我的问题 如果你愿意的话 塞西莉亚 Just answer the question, if you would, Cecilia.
当然 我一直很贞洁 主教大人 Of course, I've been chaste, your Eminence.
在你来之前 你是否与男人有过性关系 Before you arrived, did you have congress with a man?
性关系...没有 没有 Congress with-- no, no.
你跟男人有过性关系吗 Have you ever had congress with a man?
我没有违背我的誓言 我从来没有和男人或女人在一起过 谁也没有 I've not broken my vows. I've never been with a man or a woman, nobody.
你不会受到惩罚的 我们只想知道真相 You'll not be punished. We just want to know the truth.
我没有撒谎 神父 I'm not lying, Father.
发生什么事了 What is going on?
盖洛医生 她来的时候你给她做过检查吗 When she arrived, Dr. Gallo, did you examine her?
她的处女膜完好无损 Her hymen was intact.
从来没人碰过 It's never been touched.
他们在说什么 What are they saying?
院长 这几周有人来拜访过我们吗 Mother Superior, have we had visitors during these last few weeks?
没有 No.
你要...你要检查什么 What are you-- what are you looking at?
再问最后一次 One last time.
你有过性交吗 Have you ever had sexual intercourse?
你为什么问我这个 Why are you asking me this?
你怀孕了 You are with child.
这个孩子... This child was...
...是无罪孕育 ...conceived without sin.
上帝作证... As God as my witness...
...我们被赐予了一个奇迹 ...we have been blessed with a miracle.
他相信你 He believes you.
真是个奇迹 It's a miracle.
世界上那么多女人 他为什么偏偏选了我 Out of all the women in the world, why did he choose me?
你告诉我是谁救了你 You told me who saved your life,
是谁让你踏上了来这里的路 who sent you on the path that led you here.
塞西莉亚 你一直在寻找一个理由 Cecilia, you've been searching for a reason.
上帝救了你 God saved you.
就是这样 This is it.
谦卑的人 Blessed are the meek,
将获得最终的奖赏 for they shall inherit the Earth.
第二孕期
不用工作 No working.
记住 你唯一的工作就是照顾孩子 Remember, your only job is baby.
他们什么时候才会叫你玛丽的 How long before they start calling you Mary?
本来应该是我的 贱人 It was supposed to be me! Bitch!
伊莎贝尔 伊莎贝尔 Isabelle! Isabelle!
姐妹们 Sisters!
住手 Stop it!
放开她 Leave her alone!
住手 Stop!
不 不 不 No! No, no!
我们得再试一次 We have to try again!
他们必须再试一次 They have to try again with me!
心跳稳定 Heartbeat is stable.
没有出血 There's no bleeding.
赞美主 Praise be.
我们会做些血液测试 看看有没有危险 We'll run some blood tests to check for distress.
但他看起来没事 But he appears to be OK.
可我有事 But I'm not OK.
神父 伊莎贝尔说应该是她 Father, Isabelle said it was supposed to be her.
她为什么这么说 Why would she say that?
嗯 伊莎贝尔和精神疾病斗争 Well, Isabelle has been losing
失败已经有一段时间了 her battle with mental illness for a while now.
看到你和奇迹 And seeing you and the miracle,
很明显触发了什么 可能是嫉妒... it clearly triggered something, whether it be jealousy--
她想淹死我 She tried to drown me.
你是对的 你是对的 You're right. You're right.
我保证这种事不会再发生了 And I'll make sure this never happens again.
我想看别的医生 I want to see another doctor.
为什么 盖洛医生... Why? Dr. Gallo--
只会给老妇人看病 Takes care of old women.
我想去一家真正的医院 求你了 I want to go to a real hospital, please.
他是个有执照的产科医生 He's a licensed obstetrician.
从周四到周六 我都在科森蒂诺接生 Thursday through Saturdays I deliver babies at Cosentino.
你现在不需要去医院 你很健康 A hospital is not what you need right now. You're perfectly healthy.
我刚吐了一颗牙 I just puked up one of my teeth.
医院不是最安全的地方 Hospitals aren't the safest of places.
我们不希望你生病 We wouldn't want you to get sick.
或者让消息传出去 你知道的 Or for the word to get out, you know.
最安全的就是你留下 The safest thing is for you to stay
直到救世主降生 here until the Savior is born.
祝福你 年轻的母亲 Bless you, young mother.
哦 伊莎贝尔 Oh, Isabelle.
你们都别围着了 All of you, go.
我说了 走开 Go away, I said!
塞西莉亚 你得为自己挺身而出 Cecilia, you need to stand up for yourself.
- 格温 嘘 - 睁眼看看吧 - Gwen, shh. - Open your eyes.
我不相信这个地方 I don't trust this place.
我觉得我们不能就这么走了 I don't think we can just leave.
塞西莉亚 你怀孕五个月了 Cecilia, you're five months pregnant,
你甚至都没去过医院 and you haven't even been to a hospital.
我们能搞定的 We can take care of this.
我们怎么能相信你体内的东西 How can we trust what's inside you?
也许上帝... Maybe God is--
上帝与此无关 God has nothing to do with this.
姐妹们 有什么事吗 我能看见你们... Sisters, is something the matter? I can see you--
别碰我 Don't touch me.
去他妈的 Fuck this.
你们他妈的怎么能就这么站在那里 好像什么都没发生过 How the fuck can you just stand there as if nothing happened?
塞西莉亚怀孕了 我们不知道她是怎么怀孕的 Cecilia’s pregnant and we don't know how.
伊莎贝尔自杀了 到底怎么回事 Isabelle killed herself. What the fuck is going on?
索瑞拉... Sorella--
放开我 我知道什么时候有人对我撒谎 Let go of me! I know when a man is lying to me.
你们所有人 每一个人 都满嘴的胡说八道 And all of you, every single one of you, is so full of bullshit!
放开我 放开我 Let go of me! Let go of me!
放开我 Let go of me!
不 No!
放开我 我说放开我 Let go of me! I said let me go!
因为撒旦自己 "For Satan himself often masquerades
常常伪装成光明天使 as an angel of light."
格温 Gwen.
不 No!
不 不 No, no!
放开我 放开我 Let me go! Let me go!
不 No.
不 我求你了 求你了 No, I'm begging you, please.
嘘 Shh.
上帝保佑... Blessed...
圣人 Santa.
请帮帮我 Please help me.
我们必须离开 We have to leave.
你永远都无法离开这里 You will never leave here.
发生什么事了 What's happening?
我不知道 I don't know.
嬷嬷 怎么了 Mother! What's going on?
我不知道 神父 I don't know, father.
上帝啊 God in Heaven.
- 给盖洛医生打电话 - 不可能 今天是周六 - Call Doctor Gallo. - It's not possible, it's Saturday.
给他打电话 出事了 Call him! Something's wrong.
我联系不上他的 今天是周六 我们得送她去医院 I won't get a hold of him, it's Saturday. We need to get her to the hospital.
- 不 - 你必须马上去医院 - No. - You must go. Now.
- 不 - 够了 我要叫救护车 - No. - That's it, I'm calling an ambulance.
住嘴 Stop!
有点不对劲 Something's wrong.
我不想死 我不想死 I don't want to die. I don't want to die.
我不想 I don't.
我不想死 I don't want to die.
如果她在路上死了怎么办 What do we do if she dies on the way there?
我们必须保持希望 We must maintain hope.
情况不妙 It ain't looking good.
那我们就祈祷吧 Then we shall pray.
是的 Yes.
嗯 Uh-huh.
我明白 I understand.
停车 Stop the car.
什么 What?
停车 Stop the car.
你在...你在干什么 What are you-- what are you doing?
别停车 Go!
别停车 别停车啊 Go, go!
把自己弄干净 Clean yourself.
现在你觉得丢脸了吗 Now you're ashamed?
现在吗 Now?
你把一只死动物塞进自己肚子里的时候 你的羞耻感哪去了 Where was your shame when you stuffed a dead animal inside yourself?
真为你感到羞耻 Shame on you.
让我们相信奇迹已经在你体内消失了 Making us believe the miracle died inside you.
你有什么要辩解的吗 What do you have to say for yourself?
上帝永远不会原谅你 God will never forgive you.
如果我的任何行为 I want to apologize if any of my actions
让你感到害怕 made you feel scared.
我想向你保证你很安全 And I want to reassure you that you're safe.
你对我做了什么 What did you do to me?
当你看这个的时候 你看到了什么 When you look at this, what do you see?
有些人看到的可能只是一块旧铁 Some people might see just an old piece
一枚生锈的钉子 of iron, a rusty nail.
对于我们这些知道的人来说 For those of us who know,
我们看到了耶稣牺牲的证据 we see proof of Jesus' sacrifice,
他受苦的象征 a symbol of his suffering.
两千年来 一直如此 And for 2,000 years, that's all it was.
但我们仔细观察了一下 But we looked closer,
我们发现了血迹 and we found blood,
组织 骨头碎片 tissue, little fragments of bone,
基因密码 a genetic code.
我们要做的就是破解它 All we had to do was crack it--
找到复活的钥匙 the key to resurrection.
你疯了 You're insane.
让我展示给你看 Let me show you.
这花了我们二十年的尝试和错误 It's taken us 20 years of trial and error,
二十年的时间 上帝才赐予我们知识 20 years for God to deliver unto us the knowledge
以及完美的育种器官 and the perfect fertile vessel.
这是我体内的东西吗 Is this what's inside me?
不是 No.
这些都是我们的失败品 These are all our failures.
你体内的是我们的成功品 What's inside you is our success.
我离开遗传学领域是因为有些人 I left the field of genetics because some people
不同意我实验的道德标准 disagreed with the ethics of my experiment.
如此多的人对其潜力有如此狭隘的看法 So many people have such a narrow view of its potential.
但在教堂里 But here in the church, here they
在这里他们明白 understood that a simple procedure
一个简单的程序就能给我们带来救赎 could bring us salvation.
你在扮演上帝 You're playing God.
我不是在扮演上帝 I am not playing God.
你知道眼睁睁地看着奇迹在腹中夭折 Do you know what it's like to watch the miracle die
一次又一次地辜负上帝的眷顾 in the womb, to fail God again and again and again,
却又找到力量继续前行的感觉吗 but find the strength to keep going?
这是我的使命 This is my calling.
而这个 这是你的使命 And this, this is yours.
不 No.
你要干什么 What are you doing?
怎么...怎么回事 What's-- what's going on?
那是什么 What is that?
你要...你要干什么 What are you-- what are you doing?
求你停下 停下 停下 住手 住手 Please stop. Stop, stop, stop, stop.
求你了 求你了 住手 住手 Please, please, stop. Stop!
愿你永远不再迷失 May you never stray again.
不 不 不 No. No, no!
住手 Stop!
谦卑的人... Blessed are the meek--
不 不 不 求你了 不要 No, no, no. Please no.
- 将获得最终的... - 不 不 不 求你了 不 - For they shall inherit-- - No, no, no, no, please, no.
- 奖赏 - 不 不 - The Earth. - No, no!
不 No!
等等 Wait.
第三孕期
塞西莉亚修女 Sister Cecilia.
你盯上我多久了 How long have you been targeting me?
请忏悔吧 Please, si confessi.
是在事故之后吗 Was it since the accident?
完成之后会发生什么 What's going to happen when it's done?
你觉得它能拯救世界吗 You think it's gonna, what, save the world?
结束痛苦吗 End it?
启示录是这么说的 对吧 That's what revelation says, right?
这不是上帝的旨意 This is not God's work.
好吧 Very well.
如果这不是上帝的旨意 If this is not the will of God,
那为什么上帝不阻止我们 why does God not stop us?
随时都有可能生了 Any day now.
嗯 Hm.
他在动 He's moving.
啊 Ah.
我去拿她的药 马上回来 I'll be right back with her medication.
你愿意接手吗 Would you care to?
当然 Yes!
我马上回来 I'll be right back.
多么美丽的母亲 那双眼睛 就像向日葵 Such a beautiful mother. And those eyes. Like sunflowers.
神圣的孩子... Blessed child...
...这都是他计划的一部分 ...it's all part of His plan.
你会拯救我们的 You will save us.
谦卑的人将获得最终的奖赏 Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth.
该死的 God damn it.
我的天啊 Oh my God.
塞西莉亚 你做了什么 Cecilia, what have you done?
塞西莉亚 这解决不了任何问题 Cecilia, this won't solve anything.
如果你死了 我们会再找一个 If you die, we'll find another.
你可以结束这一切 You can end this.
你只需要把救世主交给我们 All you need to do is deliver our savior.
不 No!
塞西莉亚 Cecilia.
放开我 Let go of me!
以圣父 圣子 圣灵之名 In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
阿门 Amen.
圣母玛利亚 满怀圣宠 主与你同在 Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
你在妇女中是有福的 Blessed art thou among women, and blessed
你所怀的胎耶稣也是有福的 is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
圣母玛利亚... Holy Mary--
不 不 No, no!
圣母玛利亚 为我等罪人祈祷... Mother of God, pray for us sinners--
现在以及... Now and at the hour--
不 No.
去你妈的 Fuck you.
♪ 圣母玛利亚 ♪ ♪ Ave, Maria ♪
♪ 满怀圣宠 ♪ ♪ Gratia plena ♪
♪ 玛利亚 满怀圣宠 ♪ ♪ Maria gratia plena ♪
♪ 欢呼 主与你同在 ♪ ♪ Ave, ave Dominus ♪
♪ 主与你同在 ♪ ♪ Dominus tecum ♪
♪ 玛利亚 满怀圣宠 ♪ ♪ Ave, Maria ♪
♪ 满怀圣宠 ♪ ♪ Gratia plena ♪
♪ 玛利亚 满怀圣宠 ♪ ♪ Maria gratia plena ♪
♪ 欢呼 主与你同在 ♪ ♪ Ave, ave Dominus ♪
♪ 主与你同在 ♪ ♪ Dominus tecum ♪
♪ 圣母玛利亚 ♪ ♪ Ave, Maria ♪
♪ 满怀圣宠 ♪ ♪ Gratia plena ♪
♪ 玛利亚 满怀圣宠 ♪ ♪ Maria gratia plena ♪
♪ 欢呼 主与你同在 ♪ ♪ Ave, ave Dominus ♪
♪ 主与你同在 ♪ ♪ Dominus tecum ♪
♪ 圣母玛利亚 ♪ ♪ Ave, Maria ♪